labor of love
August 26th, 2011 § Leave a Comment
Distilled fruits of eight weeks of joy and madness:
learning to forgive and forget
June 17th, 2011 § Leave a Comment
Today, for what feels like a millionths time, I realized that I am incapable of being a fair judge of character. I see only what I want to see, and believe only what I want to believe. My ability to see the truth in the world is very poor when in comes to my own needy heart.
This is a test for accepting mistakes, and developing clarity in what I perceive to be the real world. It is also a test of my forgiveness. The only response that seems consistent with my beliefs is unconditional love… Which, of course, is far from being the same thing as a relationship.
With a light soul, and a peaceful mind I am going to resolve this in the most optimal way possible.
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May 14th, 2011 § Leave a Comment
I notice the smallest inconsistencies, the smallest deviations… and then I am full of doubt and distrust.
For someone who is herself so secretive, I am awfully unforgiving.
some of Portugal
April 12th, 2011 § Leave a Comment
I have just returned from the most beautiful vacation. Below are just a few photos from Zambujeira do Mar, Lisbon, and Porto. Maybe I will add comments later.
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March 16th, 2011 § Leave a Comment
Today I have to start over.
The disappointment is awful, but not more that I can handle.
Apparently not everything can be willed into existence. Not yet, at least.
