I am cold and restless.
I can’t focus, and it is driving me mad. There is a crisp picture of what I need to do and WHEN I need to do it… but I keep putting off STARTING, b/c that would mark the beginning of a loooong window of tremendously A LOT of work.
I’m afraid of failure. I am afraid that I will not be able to do what I haven’t even STARTED… isn’t that the fasted way to nothing?
This is going to call for drastic measures.
I have faith in myself, although sometimes it does waver.