I’ve had to much on my mind to write anything at all. I think I’ve learned to close off everything from the outside world.. it’s scary.. I don’t even keep a paper notebook anymore.. and to think that I used to write all the time!
Things have gotten so much harder emotionally, so much more complicated. I don’t know what to think, and I don’t know what to make of anything. I am constantly torn, and I am so often just hurt.