Today, for what feels like a millionths time, I realized that I am incapable of being a fair judge of character. I see only what I want to see, and believe only what I want to believe. My ability to see the truth in the world is very poor when in comes to my own needy heart.
This is a test for accepting mistakes, and developing clarity in what I perceive to be the real world. It is also a test of my forgiveness. The only response that seems consistent with my beliefs is unconditional love… Which, of course, is far from being the same thing as a relationship.
With a light soul, and a peaceful mind I am going to resolve this in the most optimal way possible.